Lately I've been going through the worst time in my life, no deaths or major tragedies, just this anxious feeling of what happens after we die and the depression I would get when no answer was good enough. I would cry over the thought of never seeing my family again after death. It all seemed so pointless.
It was around my 5th day of dealing with this that I decided to pray, never having been a religious person (a self admitted Agnostic). I prayed for a sign from my grandfather who passed on when I was 5. A sign that there was something in death, there was a reason for all of this.
I slept and dreamt of an orange aura, a comforting aura. When I woke up I stepped out of bed and went into the other room to talk to my mother, explaining some of the things I had experienced. My laptop had been off it's charger for about 8 hours so it's battery had been completely drained. I swear when I asked her about the afterlife it powered up. I instantly had chills go up my back, I knew it as a sign. I went in to my room to grab the charger for it when I saw the show "Ghost Hunters" on tv, there was a feeling of a presence behind me and a hand on my shoulder like it was my grandfather saying "Now you can see." As soon as I plugged my laptop in and charged it up, I looked at my background and it was this contemporary art, an ORANGE painting of the sky.
After seeking more help with my issues I went to see a minister, pastor, priest, anyone I could to give me spiritual guidance. Every time I've prayed, there have been signs. Attending the service filled me with comfort and joy. I now believe in Jesus Christ and God.
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Talk about signs of things to come. It was literally written that there would be so many religious leaders who abuse kids.
Sickening.
Anyway, at least there's orange and crap tv.