1. I was visited by an angel in April of 2016. Twelve hours before this visitation I fell asleep after watching a couple deliverance videos on YouTube (by Chris LaSala and Jon George) and felt an anointing from the Holy Spirit in my dream and I witnessed His beauty as He performed miracles and cleaned my soul.
The angel came to me around 2:30 in the morning... I had been crying earlier that night over the fact that I almost killed myself back in 2014 and that if I had hung myself like I intended my parents would have gone through hell and my brother would never know me. I basically repented for the pain my past mental health problems caused my family.
I remembered how my dad would read my "children's Bible" to me as he tucked me in at night when I was a little kid... I remembered his comfort and the love we had for each other back then, I was completely at peace and thankful to be alive after all I had been through.
I prayed and then a minute or two after I saw a flash of bright white light illuminate my bedroom... I thought it was lightning at first but then realized it wasn't storming outside, then I saw another flash of bright white light...
I remembered that I had seen an angel as a kid and then knew in my heart that I was about to be visited by an angel again... A few seconds after this I went into a trance and my head was tilted to the left... Above me was a tall white figure hovering above my chest that I couldn't see clearly due to my head laying to the left on the pillow...
While I was in the trance I was being put through various scenarios that purified me and worked to cleanse my soul...
I was in this trance for an entire hour until my phone rang and I was snapped out of it. Although I was awake during the entire trance, I can't remember most of what happened to me while in it.
When the phone rang and I was snapped out of the trance, I saw the tall white figure (the angel) hovering above me and then it faded away... As it faded I could see through it and it looked as if pure, clear orbs were absorbing the figure as he descended back into the heavenly realm.
A few minutes later I fell asleep and in my dream I met this amazing guy who was wearing all white and he felt like a lifelong friend of mine that had been with me through every experience of my life... He was teaching me righteousness and in my dream I was in a beautiful place I believe to be heaven... The dream was complicated and beautiful, however I don't remember too much about it just like I don't remember much of the heavenly trance I was put in by the angel...
Long story short, the man from my dream was the angel who had visited me... I'm not even close to being the only one who's been visited by an angel, two of my family members and one person unrelated to me that I've talked to have also been visited by angels... Countless people worldwide have been blessed with an encounter like this, have faith and maybe you'll be lucky enough to experience this one day, too...
2. I was nearly possessed by demons and it drove me to the decision of suicide until God sent me a vision of Heaven that cleaned my soul and delivered me of the demonic attack. The possession lasted no longer than an hour but it was terrifying and I felt my entire mind/heart/soul/body be taken over and I was so distraught that I was willing to commit suicide since I never thought my life would be the same - it really was that terrifying... It was around this point that I prayed to God for death with my heart and soon after a vision of Heaven came down and the soul of my deceased grandmother guided my soul through the Heaven God has in store for all of us who believe... The vision was dull but the moment it appeared I was delivered from the demons and felt clear and peaceful, I no longer wanted to die and I'm no longer going to commit suicide.
A. Heaven is a place of complete peace and purity. Deep, genuine love is what everybody experiences constantly and the people and angels there are always full of happiness and joy. You get to be with your loved ones and family if they're saved and the atmosphere is magical, it's deep purity and bliss... The scenery is beautiful and in the vision I saw a few different places - crystal clear, colorful lakes of living, pure water... Different levels of heaven the residents can travel to and from separated by pure beautiful space like the space of our universe, and beautiful mansions given to every resident... Your family is always a moment away and you'll live life to the fullest as the best version of yourself possible created by God...
B. However, I also saw a glimpse into Hell and it really is a place of fire, weeping and gnashing of teeth... But there are different levels of Hell and most people that go there who aren't evil but just don't believe will experience separation from God and eternal inner torment from what I know and saw. I think another form of hell is to simply die and no longer exist, which would be the most humane thing a loving God could do if He chooses to damn anybody eternally... I don't agree with Hell, especially for simply not believing in Christ, but who am I to argue? All I know is that it really does exist based on the vision of mine (and many other people have had similar visions if you look them up) and you need to believe in Christ because He's real and He's your only shot at eternal life, and not just eternal life but eternal paradise... Take my advice, you'll thank yourself one day when you leave this place...
3. I prayed for several hours and was depressed and in pain - when I stopped praying it was about 5 in the morning and I prayed for the Holy Spirit to speak to me through my Bible... Wouldn't you know it, when I opened up my Bible to the book of Psalms I witnessed God's word come alive and speak to my heart. God's word is extremely pure and beautiful, it's comforting and safe, peaceful and full of love and righteousness.
A. By "come alive" I mean the words of my Bible literally spoke to me, as if the Holy Spirit was speaking the truth of what I was reading to my heart so I could understand it and see it with the purity of God's spirit - so I could see the living truth as it really is.
4. I felt the Holy Spirit's beautiful comforting presence later on after casting out demons and I felt it wash over me with comfort and peacefulness... The presence of the Holy Spirit is warm, loving, good and pure... His presence is beautiful and sacred...
A. Before the Holy Spirit washed over me I was in deep pain over the lack of emotional love I felt for my father who before then I had loved almost like a God (excuse the blaspheme) and looked up to with the utmost respect, my dad's been my hero all my life and not being able to feel the deep and inspiring love I'd felt for him growing up killed me inside.
B. I felt the Holy Spirit wash over me and as soon as I felt its presence I knew it to be the Holy Spirit. Soon after it arrived I heard the song "Don't Stop Believing" by Journey play in my mind as clear as possible and in my mind's eye I saw memories of my dad and myself as I grew up and I remembered moments I had forgotten years ago... I actually hadn't listened to that song in months and I hadn't even thought of it until the song started playing in my head and that, along with the complete peace and tranquility of being comforted, is what concluded in my heart the existence of God, Jesus and their Holy Spirit.
5. Lastly, I've witnessed Christ's presence in my eyes while feeling his spirit alive in my heart. Not only have I felt Jesus's presence in myself, I've witnessed the miracle of the Eucharist (the Christian ceremony commemorating the Last Supper, in which bread and wine are consecrated and consumed and the presence of Jesus is literally living among both the bread and wine according to scripture where Jesus tells his disciples that the bread is his flesh and the wine is his blood, and that they must eat and drink his body in commemoration of Him)
A. As for seeing Christ's presence alive in myself, that can be seen in any born again believer who's accepted Jesus into their heart and fully believes in Him and knows Him to be true... You have to have a childlike faith in Christ with your heart and once you obtain this and invite Him into your heart, you're born again and given not only eternal life in Heaven after death in this life, but you're given true life in this world while you're alive as a human being.
B. Once you're born again you can look in the mirror, invite Jesus to come alive to you in your heart and reveal Himself to you in your mirror... Focus on Jesus and truly believe that He'll appear and you can see His presence come alive through your eyes...