My story begins when I was 23yrs old, I am now 26. I was in a abusive relationship for about 3 years, I was happy until the abuse started 9 months into the relationship. I should have seen the signs but didn't want! The abuse went on before, during, after my pregnancy. I remember feelings very alone, angry, hurt, sad you name it, I felt it.
I believe in GOD very strongly, but at that time was very angry with him. I remember one day after my ex and I had got into it, and he hit me pretty bad, after the fight was over. I recall sitting on the bed saying to GOD why is this happening to me. Why won't you help me? I remember saying some bad things out of anger.
Later that day prayed to GOD and said sorry, and forgive me for the bad things I said out of anger. I asked him for a sign, should I stay with my boyfriend or get away. I was very confused we had a 6 month old son together. Later that week my ex was at work and I had just finished cleaning the house, I decided to turn on the tv.
The Oprah show was on saying, "if you are in an abusive relationship get out NOW call #######"! I turned off the tv, didn't want to accept the fact that I needed to leave.
Later that month I was in my room getting ready for bed, fell asleep as always. I began to dream the most vivid dream I had ever had in my life. I dreamed I woke up in my dream and heard he's coming, he's coming! I got out of bed and walked into my hallway and saw JESUS himself! He was wearing a white robe and it was glowing with a aura around him. He looked like he does in the paintings you see in church, maybe a little different not much. I walked in front of him in amazement like, oh my gosh is it really you, and he walked in front of me! We repeated this about 3 times in my dream, and every time I got in front of him he passed me. He stopped in front of my stove and put his hand on my shoulder and tipped his head a little to the side, and gave me the most endearing look. A look as if he was saying "I love you my child be strong". I felt the holy spirit present and remember feeling very choked at what I was seeing.
That moment I woke up from the dream, my heart was beating so fast, it was so vivid I was amazed. I will never forget that night as long as I live. I believe he was telling me no matter what path I choose, and no matter how much I try to lead my own life. He will always be in front of me guiding me to him making my path.
I left my ex soon after that, and will never forget the way JESUS saved my life and showed me how much he truly loves me and all of us forever no matter what! AMEN
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When your life is even in danger as well is a sign to leave. He clearly does not want a relationship with Christ and prefers to live his life for his own pleasure.