I was on a religious retreat about two weeks ago and I think I experienced the Holy Spirit. For about six months up to that night I had been praying to Jesus and imploring him to help me experience his love for me in my heart. I knew, in my head, how much he loved me. This is something that I have prodigiously been told both as a child and as an adult. But in my heart it was not known. So I prayed and prayed that he would show me this love.
I went to bed that night, thanking God for the gift of faith bestowed upon me and I was thanking him more fervently than ever before and then suddenly I felt a charge go through my body. My eyes were closed but I could feel my eyelids flickering. When I did open my eyes I could not stop them crying. The bed was shaking slightly and I remember feeling a warmth encompass my whole body. The whole thing only lasted about 5 seconds. I knew in that moment I was not alone. I felt the Holy Spirit and Jesus were very close and although this is a very beautiful thing, it scared me.
Since then, I have felt that Jesus has been very close to my heart. I have felt re-energised in my faith, and I have no doubts that I want to devote my life to God. I am so happy in my faith that I am actually terrified that Jesus will leave me in some way or that I will become distanced from him. And the thought of that scares me deeply.
I was wondering what people make of this experience? I truly believe it was the Holy Spirit and when I think about it I feel so full of happiness and so lucky. I'm interested in other peoples experiences too and what people think experiences like this one that I had mean?
Except from what I seen holy spirit goes in
Kundalini comes out
In the perception of it
Who says the perception isn't an illusion in both cases
Like what if kundalini goes in
Holy spirit comes out