Maybe for some, moving forward isn't all that difficult. For me, it is one of the hardest things. Sometimes I am such a child, and often need a push. The words, 'move on' to me, are so harsh sounding, even if it is for the greater good.
I have a friend from work who often comments about being stuck. It angers me to hear that. I probably have often thought it or said it, but to hear someone else spew those words, maybe has got me subconsciously thinking.
The other night in my sleep I was seeing someone from my job, a boss of mine, as I was thinking that I really would like to find a different path of work. I think though that I was really thinking of many different aspects of my life. The woman told me that I must 'right the wrong' before I can move forward. I would love so much to do this, but am not sure what the wrong is.
I am interested in moving forward spiritually. I'll try so hard to figure out this particular wrong. I am at a road block, but I know I will find a way. I'm trying to see ahead, because I know there are wondrous new beginnings and a welcome mat out there somewhere waiting to invite me in at some point. There are many holding their hands out for me, and I hope I also will do that for others.
Allot of this is brought on by technology moving so fast, but the main difference between technology and spirituality is that spirituality is like nature, it needs time to grow. Think of your spirituality as a flower. No matter how much you do to help this flower grow better it will always take time for it to grow. With things of a more physical aspect like technology you can create things. And you can create physical things to help your spirituality grow. And you can even try to force this growth, but 9/10 times it will hurt you in the long run because it all takes time no matter what.
So, in the end my point is that you have already planted your flower. And you can "use" your thirst for this spirituality you've found to create the best environment for it to grow in, but no matter what it will always take time to grow into what you want it to be.
Best of luck to you,
Balance In all things,
Nicholas Ryan Rasmussen.