I have been saved about a year and a half. I am a loud person by nature and have a sweet sense of humor. The Lord has been dealing with me for while now about being obedient and trusting in him in all things. I attend church faithfully and love my church family, how ver I feel some times my experiences are not of a common thing that I can discuss with my pastor who happens to be my father.
I have been called by God to preach his word which I will do with honor as he is the most high God. My greatest desire is to please God and I hope for all to be saved but I know that is not going to be a a possibility. While at work one day out of nowhere a feeling of death hit me. I was sad, just like one would be if a loved one past. I had a feeling of emptiness yet it was a feeling of being cleaned out, it was sad yet, is was like how you would feel if you had an itch you couldn't scratch until you were in a private place, and say "ahhhh" if that makes sense to anyone.
I was emotional and almost bought to tears for two days. On the third day it had pass and I have became a quiet person, people at work ask all the time what is the matter with you, it's just gone. I lost my desire to talk, every now and then the old me will say something funny or crazy, even my husband ask me what's going on.
Any comments or ideas. Just need some thoughts. Thanks
Loading comments....
