Evil Haunting Me Repeatedly

Thanks for sharing your experience. I have been dealing with similiar situations from early childhood I am now 60 years old and finally published my book of those experiences. However, just the other day I had an attack from a residue of energy that needed healing. We never know what has taken place in the space we are occupying, and if we are able to "see" or "feel" this energy then we are able to "heal" or send the energy to a place to be "changed" according to the "powers that be" thus God or an Archangel, whoever is in control of that job based on the eternities. For me, having gone from being a "relious fanatic" and not receiving the protection from prayer and/or God, I had to learn something else to be effective. For me that is the "power of LOVE and LIGHT from SOURCE (i.e. God) and to be in alignment at all times. For information you can read Stuart Wilde and his experiences and explanations or check out my book just for a witness to the healing powers within. I also was looking for help and found this website. Thanks again for sharing. My book is Diary From The Last Days: A Holocaust Of The Soul by Mary Josephine Riddle

Email me, I can possibly help give you the answers you see from God.
That portal you saw, how long ago was it?
My spiritual awakening deals with many different situations. Many of my experiences are similar to yours.
God Bless

Pan,
Thank you for acknowleding my strength in following my heart, open minded and always seeking the truth by listening and allowing myself to recieve the messages and signs that God has graciously blessed me with to help in guiding me on this journey. I am open to what you have said although I am not going to allow myself to believe all that you said because it's something I have never heard of before, but I never throw out any knowledge. I will meditate or pray about this and I know I will find my way to the truth. It will take time I am sure but the truth reveals itself a little at a time, with each new day when the time is right parts of the truth are unlocked and I am able to understand a little more than I did before. It is amazing because this knowledge always just comes to me that is why I feel that it is already there, but locked away and when it's time another piece is unlocked. It is such a blessing and the more I learn the more I see that everything is connected in some way. I know that God and I have a deep connection now and because I sought out spirituality with curiousity and openess I recieve his loving whispers guiding me in the right direction. I have learned to tune out everyone elses voiced opinion and only let my own voice and gods loving guidance lead me as I move forward walking the path of light and love. I am proud of myself because I have grown as a person like I never thought possible. My view on life is much more positive as I am excited and eager to gain more wisdom. I have never been so eager to learn and when I write about my experiences I have a hard time ending what I have written. It is just such a powerful amazing realization that I want to share with the world. I want everyone to realize that this blessing is available to all those who accept God and stay open to recieve his many messages and miracles. I had never had this kind of joy in my life until things got really bad and I was about ready to give up... Completely hated myself... And felt like I was weak and would never find strength so I did the only sensible thing, I prayed. I asked God to help me and give me the strength and confidence in life that I needed so I could overcome this pain and make the change I needed to be a good mother and finally feel comfortable in my own skin so I could be a helpful caring human being. I really did not think that God would answer my prayers so quickly though, but about a week later my life slowly began to make a change and within a couple months I began to feel strength rising and my faith took over all the doubts and fears leaving me with that wonderful warm feeling that I knew was telling me that everything was going to be okay now. It really has not been very long at all since I really started my jourey and I feel like I have been washed of all the negativity that ruled my life before, I am so different now and so much stronger because of my renewed belief and faith in God. I no longer question everything with stress clouding my mind, I accept what has happened and what is to come because I know it is meant to be. All of the struggles I face are there so I can become stronger through facing and overcoming them. They are lessons and they may be hard, but I know every obstacle is a blessing in disguise. Put there just for me to gain more knowledge and more spiritual growth. I have accepted the pain and it's not too painful anymore because I know the reason for this pain. I have come so far and the understanding that I have gained is so amazing... I am eager to keep moving forward and gaining more insight so I am ready for whatever comes at me. My sense of self is so strong I know that I will be unwavering to any negative force because I stand here before the Lord, Strong and Steady and no longer afraid. Anything that comes my way I know I will get through. The feeling I have throughout my being is more than words can describe, it's beautiful, it's still unbelievable and new because each day I feel like I gain more insight and wisdom and just having everything that I had felt to be true all coming together to make perfect sense to me confirmed my being and I know that my faith will never be shaken, This higher power strengthened my soul and blessed me with the enlightenment of feeling the presence of God which continuously overcomes my all and I instantly feel the calming sensation of love and bliss. I feel safe and I know that a higher power is watching over me. I am truly blessed, I realize and feel this light of love cast upon me and I am extremely grateful to have gone through everything and unlike before have no doubts that I am a child of God and have opened the door to miracles and different signs and messages daily that are there to show me that I am just where I need to be. My life has become the right time and place for all the parts of my journey to align and unfold just as they are meant to at the exact right moment that God feels I'm ready and another piece of my puzzle is unlocked enlightening my spirit and unveiling more truth to add with the enlightenment of my current wisdom. Ultimately giving me the key to unlock and group all my knowledge together and expand my mind and understanding of the inner wisdom within me. Opening more of the wisdom and beauty within me that allows me to come closer to the true reality beyond the human perception. Allowing my own soul to grow stronger and closer to the all knowing wisdom and truth that is beyond our existence. This wisdom of the true reality that exists beyond us and our perception of time and life, what the mind of a mere human can't possibly understand until they seek the answers by beginning their journey to find the truth within themselves. The only means to discovering the path is to listen to God's whispers and pay attention to the little things like signs or messages that catch your attention and stand out... Those are basically hints to help you. You heart will nudge you in the right directions and then you must quite yourself and reall listen, God will mentally send you messages in a calm loving voice. Listen to that voice because that is his way of communicating with us. Stay open and you will get all the guidance you need on your journey. I will think what you have said over and ask that inner wisdom if that is the right and true way. Thank you for being open minded as well... We can learn so much from one another and I look forward to hearing from you in email. Take care and read what I have told you and think on it as well. Together we can come closer to understanding more truths. God bless you and yours.

That is a pretty wild story. I am sure I don't have to tell you, but there is nothing good about demons or the fact that you were seeing them regardless of what anyone says (not a gift!). I have had experiences with things that I believe were demons too, before and after my awakening. This has nothing to do with being crazy like some people think, and the last thing that you want to do is read about what some psychic has to say on the matter (like some people would suggest). Something that I believe is God allowed that to happen to you in order for you to get closer to Him. Things like that happen for a reason and in your case something good came out of it (God doing His thing). Trusting in God and repenting are the most difficult things in the world to me. It is something that you cannot do on your own. From my experience, in order to trust in God and follow that narrow path that leads to Him I need His help along with help from other brothers and sisters in Christ (through which He works). I try to remember that I do not have to power to do squat. Anything that I do that is good, came from God and I try to always give Him credit. He gave me those abilities and the moment that I think I am in control and have the power I am off track. Thanks for sharing your story and I will pray that God blesses you and keeps you safe. Take care.

P.S. I just wrote the article "encounter with pan" a couple weeks ago or so, so its one of the recent articles on the left side of the page...

Curiously seeking spirit- read my article "encounter with pan" I started seeing spirits around 17 too, I'm 20 now though and understand myself much more clearly. Anyways, I have seen the strange like you and we hold that in common. I have seen glowing orbs of light and unexplainable experiences. A couple weeks ago I saw with my eyes my phone lift into thin air dissappear and then fall out of no where 5 feet away. I have no explanation for such an encounter, but what I do believe now makes me believe that something greater than me lifted the object. Just as my spirit has been lifted, so did I watch something paranormal present itself to me in an inexplicable way. I appreciate how open minded you are and that is truly a gift few see and understand and are blessed by God. If you believe in reincarnation, which many cases proves this to be real, then God will show you that you came from heaven, in your choice. That youve always known and seen and controlled your destiny. Even in the womb. I had these dreams growing up where I could breath in water and I always thought I was in a pool or something, but I could breath in the water and out as if it were a part of me. I researched into interpretations and found out that these were possible flash backs to the womb. Was I aware of myself when I entered my mom? Many have the ability to recall there past lives. Some know they are destined to be born and reborn on this plane, which is essentially terrifying yet an liberating realization. That you have a choice. And that God has given you one. Which also means you really never had a choice and that this is your fate and great will power. I have seen God with my own eyes. I have watched God come in and out of me through me leave me come back again and so forth. What lifted my cell phone was not random, It was my future self communicating to me, it was my future looping into the present, trying to communicate to me. As if I knew that I was playing tricks on myself, or at least was confused at the time, but soon realized that indeed my spirit was right there next to me laughing at my puzzling confusion. But yes all things happen for a reason and the fact that you understand me means you are ONE WITH GOD. Amen Bless your soul... " Encounter with Pan" Pan was a greek God that was worshipped as the only immortal "dead" God that was actually alive. Pan stands for panic because the god induces Fear and its amnesia. Anyways, the christian devil is nearly the same being but altered according to religion. Pan is the trickster and magician within the tarot, he is the all powerful fallen angel that ensures righteousness and divinity for man. His intentions are indeed evil and he loves to mislead and decieve, like the serpent in the tree of knowledge and forbidden fruit. He is in all reality, God over this world, A demon that is beautiful to God for the immortal sacrifice he has made when he fell from heaven and made his own world. This world. In myth God has a son, the devil, and man. Man and the devil are companions, brothers. Anyways, in myth, Pan is the God of the woods and tricks, he slays beasts and feeds his sheep whom bow down to him and follow his will. For in following his will You are following Gods. It is something far beyond our understanding yet within our grasp. Just as we can see the light, but not understand it, for it blinds us when we look into it. Moreover, your spirit is absolutely beautiful, you are not crazy, you are unique and different, CHOSEN to say the least. And to be chosen is a great gift indeed. It is to be lifted to heaven through the dense connections which brought you there and made you leave there. Nothing can seperate you from God. As much as the demons like to decieve you you are immortal and nothing may touch your will. You may be deceived at times but you only grow and learn from that deception. Versus the opposite, which is stagnation and disgrowth, whatever you want to call it we all have a choice and direction which we choose to follow. God is simply the answer to all choices and revealer of all choices. So make your choice wisely, but considering how divine you already are, it seems, or rather, it is, that you have chosen this point of view. Chosen this point of existence and experience. Everything happens for a reason my dear beloved companion...

Thanks to everyone for the comments. I know what I had seen did not have good intentions and I believe that because I was getting closer with god but still unsure of my own self that these entities were trying to keep me from my spiritual path. I have seen the beauty and good in life and I have seen the negative and evil too. In the long run I feel that it's all apart of the balance. You can't have the good without the bad. I didn't see it at the time, but (pan) I agree with you; I feel like if I wouldn't have gone through that scary experience then maybe it would have taken me longer to find my spiritual self. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. Every moment plays an important role in our becoming. With each new day I learn more about myself and I understand more about life. I didn't even come across spirituality until I was around 17, when I started seeing spirits and entities. I had always wanted to see ghosts ever since I was little. I have always been open minded, but when I started really seeing them I was horrified. It was a very scary experience for me and for a good while I was scared to go sleep at night. I ended up having to just block it out of my mind and after a while they eventually stopped coming around. I still see spirits every once in a while, but nothing like before. I tend to just get a quick glimpse out of the corner of my eye or see the transperant outline of an apparition. The other night I saw a beautiful glowing ball of light just hovering by my ceiling. I was in bed almost asleep when I opened my eyes to see a small glowing ball of light that was changing colors. It was beautiful and like nothing I had ever seen before. It was only there for a few seconds, but long enough for me to get a good glimpse. I didn't feel threatened or anything, mainly just curious. I think it may have been an angel. I think that in the beginning of my seeing spirits I didn't know how to turn it off, so I was bombarded with spirits. It was just too much and The fear took me over and I had no other choice but to just shut them out. Knowing that spirits are real and all around us just couldn't escape my mind though, so that's when I started to read more on the paranormal and I joined a paranormal investigation group. I faced those fears and now I feel more comfortable when an unknown entity decides to pop in. So through all of these experiences, the good and the bad, I found my way and I found myself. I wouldn't change a thing and I feel like even the bad was a blessing... A blessing in disguise. God knew exactly what I needed and what it would take to get me to the place I am now. It is so true when they say god works in mysterious ways.

first of all, it is not in our nature to judge something which we do not understand. If God created demons then God created them with a purpose. Regardless of all other possibilities and understandings, our understanding of such a matter is diffuse and weak. We are not God just as God is not us. And so, we are not the Devil just as the devil is not us. Yet if we are within God, then we must also be within the devil. Whos to say that the demons are simply Gods fallen angels? Isn't it very possible that the demons have fallen so that God may have righteousness upon man and all evil he commits? For man is only as evil as the actions he allows to be betrayed upon himself. Man is in the middle, sharing both natures, of God and the Devil. Just as God and the Demons are one in the sense that they bow to God and listen to his order. They do have unlimited evil power and yes they do tempt you and choose to be there. They are guardians and traps. As much evil they would like to commit on you, they may not touch you unless God grants them to the will to do so. And in this case, you have done something wrong and have thus been judged. To be judged is to have sinned in some way, and the only way to have his holinesses forgiveness is to suffer through penance. As all men were born in sin, so shall they die. Man is a hyrbid creature, something divine yet animal, something demonic yet angelic. Whatever it is it is not in our power to define it anyway with any certainty. If one makes the mistake of thinking they are judgment, they have been judged and forsaken by Gods will. If one makes no mistakes one will not be Judged by God or controlled by demons given the simple virtue that We have A CHOICE. A choice which is indefyable when it has been chosen. So to follow God is essentially a choice. To follow demons is one too. It is up to us as you can see to believe what we want and act accordingly. If we act without faith we are as good as a demon. We can never be the devil, or God, but we can choose to follow ones nature, or be indifferent and undecided. I myself have chosen indecision. As I may know and have experienced God, still this does not change my perceptual experience or the things I do wrong and right. God does not follow man, the Devil does and watchs over us all. It is within man's choice to follow God, or not. Follow evil, or not. I myself, find myself in a position that is nuetral. And perhaps this is all our destiny. Which ever it is, regardless, this is irrelevant. What is relevant is this: That man was made in Gods image. God was not made in mans.

demons are real... And so is God...

Don't let anyone BS you just because they don't know... I have seen them myself... And I can hear them to... Just like Fallen angels who want to tear you away from God... Because they cannot be redeemed... Or rather they don't want to be redeemed.

God is real but the demons are only in your head. By altering your mind to a holier light you were able to rid yourself of them. Seeing "demons" is more likely a sign of schizophrenia. I would suggest reading Sylvia Brown.

yes the devils tried to get you, they wanted you thinking about them and not jesus christ, who is the confortor in us all in power. So blessed be the name of God who has kept you and will keep you forever.

Yes, and I do Psychic Warrior work to get rid of them... Www.crystal-avatar.com

These things are everywhere and they interfere with the day to day lives of everyone... Not just you or me... But everyone... You can see them

Athena and Kej