It's been a while quite a few years I think... It happens when it wants to, there were some nights where it'd happen more than once, days at a time continuously, others where it'd happen say once a week or every few weeks.
I'm in bed. It happens either when I'm already awake and can't sleep, or when I wake up. It has happened once or twice before in other places e.g. In my parents' bed, in my brother's room, in the living room on the floor and/or sofa, matresses at other places, but mainly in my room.
My body starts to vibrate, it feels as though it's happening internally... The vibrations eventually dissolve, it feels as though I'm almost dissolving into my bed, or into whatever I'm on.
I'm not in my body anymore. I'm floating. Most of the time it's scary, and beyond my control. Sometimes it's as though I'm being controlled by something, or someone. Sometimes I'm floating and soaring at frighteningly fast speeds, and I just want to stop, but I can't.
When it's over, it's almost like I crash into my body again, and I get a shock. It's not any sort of a dream or a nightmare, it's real. I don't know what it is...
I've tried to research but I haven't yet come across many similar stories to this: (All that keeps coming up is the terminology Out of body experiences but because nothing has really been similar to my experiences, I'm starting to wonder if maybe it's something else? I don't know.
When I talk to my family about it, they merely suggest that I am possessed. They also say that if I speak to a professional person about it, I'll be put straight into a mental institute.
I don't know what to do, these experiences aren't pleasant to me, and they scare me. I suppose, in a way, I wanted to talk to someone with a similar experience to mine, and see what they think/ feel about it, and maybe how they deal with it (if they do)
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2 weeks ago. My Boss passed away at night time. Me not knowing yet the bad news, that morning around 5 am, I get up to the bathroom. And when I come back to bed, I turn facing my wife in bed. And begin to go to sleep, I then feel a pull from behind me, something dragging me out of my body. I got scared and begin to pray in bed. I know it was him coming to say good bye, because it was the same feeling as my cousin when he passed.
My boss was from Jerusalem. He believed that 2 angels walked with you day and night, good, and bad. And both would report to god, when you sleep they would take your soul to heaven, and when you wake up they would deliver your soul back to your body.
Its what's he called when you slept its like dying. And like the speed of light if they wake you, your spirit would come back. He was extremely knowledgeable. He studied a lot of bibles out there.
He also mentioned, our bodys are hosts. Like our spirits are the drivers operating a body made of water and meat. And we are here for a few years, almost like experimenting. Our lives are written in a book, god reads the book at the end. We die, our spirit then roams for the next day or 2. Then its like you go to sleep and when you wake up in heaven in the final day, you think ohh, a few hours just passed, was I sleeping. But he said thousands of years are left behind us and now is the day of judgment. He also mentioned when you are dead and buried, if you call your loved one, god sends the spirit to the body in the tomb and your loved one can hear you talking to it.
At his burial. The priest gave an interesting story.
We have 3 journies,
1. In the womb of our mother waiting to be born.
2. When we are born and get older living life
3. When we die and go to the next life.
To them is like, normal. So I don't think I will b afraid any more after all I learned from him.