I am thirty one years old now, and all of this started when I was nineteen. When I was nineteen my father was diagnosed with cancer and it took his life within nine months. Now growing up I wasn't much in going to church, just my choice, but I have always felt a sense of a higher power. The night my father died, my mother woke me up to help him back to bed as he was not mobile. After I laid him bed I went back to sleep, and during my sleep a figure, my perception of Jesus, came to me and told me that my father was in a better place and for me not to worry as he is not suffering anymore. And at that moment my mom came screaming saying my father had past, I had no emotion and told her that I already know. It took me a long time to tell my mom this story, I thought she would think I was crazy.
Since then my awareness level keeps growing and feel like I have some sort of close connection with a higher power. Years past and things seemed pretty normal, then in my twenties I have had at least five older, wiser, men, some I have never known tell me that I am the one. Well it kind of scared me, felt confused, but it seems that when I looked in their eyes I could feel that they were being a channel to send me this message. So this year my grandmother had past. My mother's mom. My mom called me one day and said "will you come see your grandmother before she goes?" and I did, the whole time I was traveling to go see her I felt that I would be the last person she got to see or hear. Well it was true, I saw her and told her that I loved her and she will be in a better place.
After that I left and within one hour my mom called me and told me she past, well I already knew. So with that I feel confused on my purpose here, please send feedback, would be appreciated. -Alex
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