My name is teana, I'm 20 years old, and I recently discovered I have gifts. I was also told that I have a soul mate, but that our connection was lost. A couple days before I got a reading, I felt like my connection with that person got lost? But I have noticed once in a while a shift like we can hear each other. It's weird I know. The feeling is like I'm finally free, and I'm in my body. My thoughts are more my thoughts. It's like I can finally live when I first felt it, it was like a rush. I've been craving nature, and wanting to get in touch with my spiritual side. I just started meditating.
A couple days ago I have revisited my past, and forgave myself for things that I have done. I feel more at peace but I know there's still a lot to work on. Lately I've been meditating for short bursts. Only about ten minutes or so. But then a couple hours later I feel like I need to do it some more. I feel more calm and more balanced when I do. More relaxed. I don't know if this is common or sane but I see places in my head like places of countries, and mountains, and people, and statues. I was wondering is that normal? I've also noticed when I listen to classical music I am more calm, and my brain relaxes, and quiets down.
But my main question is my craving for spirituality and nature. What does that mean exactly? That I'm waking up? Because I feel different. Somehow it comes and goes but I do feel different. I was also wondering if anybody has any advice or tips about this sort of thing. I would really appreciate it. Thanks.
the last 3 comments some it up pretty well. It is a personal journey and only you can gauge if something is right for you at that moment.
I say at that moment because things can change and they will. As long as you stay as positive as you can you can ride out the seemingly bad things in life a lot easier.
😊 peace, dreamer.